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+Fears of my mind...

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As I sit here alone
Surrounded by all these people
I want to run away...

I close my eyes
So I won't see these fake smiles
And cold stares
That make me feel scared...

I close my ears
So I won't hear all these words
That pain my heart
And make my soul bleed...

I close my mouth
So I won't screams out
All these hateful words
And my painful cries...

I lay down
And I see them -
They are laughing...
And I hear them -
Every single comment...
And I scream -
As they hurt me...

I cry...
I lost again
With the fears
Of my mind...
My entry for 'I fear...' contest for :icontaken-by-dark: ...

This is the result of sleepless night... ...

As for fears... Well... It has a few in it...

First - Fear of attention... It's a little fear of mine... I just can't stand when all people are staring at me when I hate it... ... It's weird... ^^;

Second - Fear of sigh of something horrible...

Third - Fear of being hurt by others... I was few time like it is said in this poem...

I could say a few others but now I can't remember what I had on my mind when I was writing it... I just know it was supposed to be for this contest... And I know it is very bad poem... ^^;
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BlondStrawberry's avatar
OH MY GOSH THAT IS SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT THAT IS SO AWESOME SO MOVING SO EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!! (Sorry, I'm freaking out here).
But that's so awesome...... :worship: